She Got BF In NS.

Filed in: Life Log — May 8th, 2004

 

hmm… she got bf already in such a short period and he is her first love.
Dunno… somehow… I feel lost. :neutral:

We have know many years but never meet. Our relationship? friends? couples? We also dunno.

We used to quarrel alot because she like guys to obey her, but I am not that kind. So, she always scold me. But I never get angry. No angry also wrong! Because other guys will angry her. Then, she try everything she can to make me angry… but failed. :mrgreen:

Actually, she is quite lonely. She doesn’t has many friends. Perhaps it is due to her “attidute”, she like to win for everything, dislike to listen to others. But, she has a lot of admires all the time. I think she is quite pretty, and she never deny it. :smile:

Erm… for me, she is special and different with other girls that I knew. Maybe that’s the reason she attracted me. She said her bf must handsome, rich, care her and obey to her. My look failed(u know, neardy look :) ), she told me when she saw my photo. :sad:

The day she went for National Service(NS) is also her birthday(Ya, she is only 18). I have promised her to celebrate for her after the NS. Now it is over and she tell me that her first boyfriend is known in the NS…. Duh!

Lost… suddenly feel lost. Why lost?

I am surprised that she so fast got bf that few month times while last time other guys woo her for years. In NS really so lonely and cause ppl rush to find other lover!? Sigh…

“Sorry…”, she apologized to me.

Sorry for what? Until now, we are only netfriends! We are nothing. Don’t need to say “sorry” at all.

Frankly, a bit sad. “How much I wish the guy is me!”… but the thought just stay in my brain for a minute and gone.

Now, I just afraid that she got her love means that is the end of our relationship. There were too many good friends gone like that… after got bf, then disappeared! *sigh*

Wish her good luck.

After be dumped for few times, I don’t really confident in any relationship.

“They don’t last long…”
“They will break up soon…”
“Only few months?! My few years relationship also broke lah~ heh!”

Those things will come out from my mind whenever I saw a couple. Bad huh? :twisted:

“Career comes first, everything else later”

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  • Sounds like a case of sour grapes. Only Joking. Remember what they say - there are lots of fish in the ocean :roll:
  • quote "bf must be handsome, rich & obey her" unquote. LCF, you shld be thanking yr lucky stars u'r not stuck with such a character lar. it's so obvious she's out for good looks and big fat wallet. if u'r with her, she'll probably suck you dry. the right girl for you will come eventually, u'll see. one who's caring, understanding and likes u for who you are, not for what you hve/shld hv.

    P/S: i'm sorry if my comments abt yr friend sounds harsh, but it's a fact. n offence.
  • Juju
    Just think of it this way. You hurt so much but at least something that hurt you so much means the same thing HAD to make you happy the same amount right! Yeah its deep!
  • You know galslar... Whether net fren or real life fren or matrix fren... All the gals are the same... they want as perfect bf as they can... let me tell you their secret combination PERFECT BF = BILL GATE$ + TOM CRUISE...! I had a similar experience as well... Life is so sh*tty...
  • sunshine
    well...Wonder how net.relationship can cause dis terrible heart broke?
    They don really exist(in term of reality)but do makes us remember the existance..
    Only people who had experienced it, know how it feels...
    What can I say hear is, hope nothing! Less hoping less suffering...
    Juz remember dis words ; "When u really love someone, let her go..Set her free...If she does comes back to you,she's yours forever...If she doesn't, dont you ever think to begin with..."
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  • wow.. sad. but sad is the beginning of happiness, coz after feeling sad, next come happiness again. Don't lost confident in your relationship. Just try make each one better ;). People learn from mistakes, and maybe your fate haven't come. Remember, even an ugly also can have the other half. Many people's taste is different. All lies in the heart. But alas, appearance is always the priority to everyone before they know the owner's heart... :(
  • Anonymous
    such a malaysian thing to say: "career comes first". I say "life comes first". Live life baby, it's your only chance
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