Maybe I Should Get a Girlfriend Too?
Filed in: Life Log — October 2nd, 2005
My friend got her new boyfriend in Singapore. I am shocked. She told me that she won’t get a boyfriend. Well, I heard few girls said the same thing but, after a short while, they have boyfriends already. Duh…
I did have nice feeling about this friend before she goes to Singapore for her study. But I knew that I was not her cup of tea, plus she told me that she didn’t want a boyfriend. So, we are only good friends. 
Am I really like her? I am a cheap guy who easily fall in love if the girl treat me nicely. Hehe… I am not mature enough.
I am 26 soon. Until Valentine Day of year 2006, I am two years without girlfriend. Maybe I need to find a girlfriend now and prepare for marriage at 30?
Frankly, it is not hard to get a girlfriend. But, it is not easy to find a wife. I did a quiz and the result is that I am a person who rather stay alone also do not want to simply find a company. That’s quite truth.
People say me have high standard. I think so… I wish she is clever, pretty, pure, gentle, understanding… Wow! What am I?! Since my website is rather popular, maybe I can find my “Jessy” here, too? Yes, she is the type (from the look) I will marry, but I heard that she is not available now. Hehe…
Self introduction?
I am 25 year old, 180cm, male, 85kg (and increasing!). Full time blogger (don’t ask me what is “blogger”). No car, no motorbike, no house, no credit card (I have ALL other cards).
I am not romantic. I am not talkactive. I never goto pub nor disco. I don’t smoke. I seldom drink. I never drunk till puke. I don’t sing. I don’t dance. I don’t play music. I don’t listen music (only radio). I know computers. I read books, all kind of books. I am rather knowledgeable. I am geek. I am nerd. I am good listener. I am your good friend.
I always say, “I am a failure boyfriend but I will be a good husband.”
Do you want to be my boyfriend?
I will say “No”. Confuse huh? I am afraid now, afraid that after few years all I get is “I have no feeling to you anymore.” I am not young, I don’t have much time to be wasted.
For the moment, I think staying single is better. I don’t even know how do people dating in the small Kluang town. There is no place to go! Stay at home? Something bad will happen. Hehe..
Admit it, it is very hard to handle a girlfriend. I rather do programming than understand what is in girl’s mind. Strangely, my ex girlfriend said that I always understand what she think, but she didn’t understand me at all. I think I hide myself very well. Oh, I am bad.
Only the right girl has the key to unlock my mind.
Thought
Well, enough rubbish. It is all right if you do not understand what am I talking about, I myself do not understand as well. 
Now, work harder for money!
